fat

just to be fair, i'd like to give my fat some time in the spotlight as well.  why should finances get all the attention?

so i'm 5'10" and 207.  in my day, i have run some marathons, and done triathlons, and long distance bike rides.  my weight has been as low as 135, and as high as, well about 210.  my best weight is around 150.

my main problems are that i love eating, and i'm kind of lazy.  i'm good at doing very short stints of crazy diets, and then going home and making peanut butter cookies.  making and eating, of course.  and i really do love riding my bike and being active, i just struggle so much to take that first step, and to maintain a routine.

i know i have it in me to be thin and fit, i just can't seem to tap into that inner strength and motivation and enthusiasm.

i'm not sure what else to say about it.  i think a lot of people have the same challenges.  but also a lot of people have overcome them.  any suggestions?